dear diary .

i am not at school .



yesterday . at art class . when pn . nadia was talking about all those family things .

i realised , i don't have any of those things .



i want a father like pn.nadia's . a father who can listen to me ; not one who starts scolding me when i'm not even done with my sentence .



i read yuen ching's blog . as much as she hates her mom , she still can go shopping happily with her . i can't .



i want . happy memories .



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every single day . i wonder what life would be like if my parents never split up .