dear diary .

i am not at school .



yesterday . at art class . when pn . nadia was talking about all those family things .

i realised , i don't have any of those things .



i want a father like pn.nadia's . a father who can listen to me ; not one who starts scolding me when i'm not even done with my sentence .



i read yuen ching's blog . as much as she hates her mom , she still can go shopping happily with her . i can't .



i want . happy memories .



):



every single day . i wonder what life would be like if my parents never split up .

Damnit .

I got the feeling on you like how I felt for King .
But somehow you dun text me nowdays .
Or talk to me in msn
ALWAYS
I TALK TO YOU
ONI YOU TALK TO ME
I CALL YOU
YOU ANSWER .
Pfftttt .

in your eyes .

in your eyes , i am just so stupid .
it is impossible for me to get number two .
i failed to get 7A's .
i am a prosstitute .
i like to wear shorts .
i very "ai mei"
i very "zi lian"
i very choosy .
i very selfish .
i cannot cooperate with people .
i play too much computer .

well .
one day when i grow up , i'm gonna be a damn billionaire .
and .
you will get no credit at all .

i am just a burden to you .
just a way to get free cash from my father .
i fucking get it . nobody's wants me .

watch it , when i am successful ; don't think i will hang on to you guys .

what now ?

this morning my motha's car tyre went BOOM . and unfortunately i was in the car so i had to follow her to the service center . :/

and while i was thr .
beckham texted me .
"我想清楚了. 我会生气是因为我太爱你了 . 我们不应该为一点 '小事' 而糕成这个样子 . 我们可以不可以像以前那样 ?"
i was dumbstrucked .
so i replied "okay ."

when this happens , i am supposed to be happeh right .
so why am i not happy .

:/

what ..
now ..
??

BY THE WAY

THAT POST IS TO
LIEW
KING
FOO (:
BYE

omgoshwuddafuckbbq .

omgosh .
wanchi .
wanchi ah .
wanchi ngggg .
im hungry :B
I shall give you your precious souvenirs .
In schoool .
Tomorow (:
AND YOU
SHALL NOT
BE SAD .
OKAY .
MY SHOULDER
IS HERE
FOR YOU .
I envy people too .
I envy girls that can have boyfriends in school .
And hang with them .
Walk around with them.
):

Crawlin' on me .

Eh you .
Stop pushing my walls closer to me .
Im done here .
Stop calling me .
Prank calling me .
Saying you want me ,
once again .
We can be friends
or best friends .
But no ,
we wont be together ,
anymore .
(:
Im over you , my dear .

Loves ,
Debbie .

i envy people .

i envy a lot of people .
i envy people with complete families .
i envy people with parents who understand them .
i envy pretty people .
i envy happy couples .
i envy people who live their life with no worries .

goshgoshgosh .

my mom was like .
wanchi . dun go stay with yr dad , stay with me .
me : why ?
mom : stay with me la . ask ur kor kor and wan en come also .
me : -.-
mom : okay ? when form3 u come stay with me .
me : i dunno la .
mom : dun go stay with ur stepmother .
me : ...

gosh . wad is my mom trying to do -.-

IM HUNGRY IM BACK ! :D

IM BACK
!
IM BACK !
I MISS U LA WAN CHI ! :D

oh my god stop crying

ng wan chi , stop crying .

ur gonna be like suchi now , all dramatic .
stop ur fking crying , you screwed up ; now YOU pick up the mess .

who ask you , to fall jz a tiny bit for tht dude ?
you deserve it .
the one you love hates you now .

you're a failure , ng wanchi .

i'm not ur princess .

i don't think i am .
cos i fell for that guy .
jz falling a tiny little bit .

and you got so pissed .
wanted to break up ,
i didn't want to .

i love you , i like him .

why u so sensitive ?

):

idk wad's gonna happen next .
i will stay strong and be happy (:

i love him . D:

today .

i'm so hungry .

DEBBIEEEE !!
SAVE MEEEEE FROM MY HUNGRINESSSSS !!!

DDDDDD;

dear diary ,
why are people so kepo about my personal life ? i wish i could just shut them up .
they keep asking me endless questions about my family and why am i living in KL .
dudes and dudettes , i already told you guys my parents are divorced .
seriously , isn't that enough info already ?
do your part and guess the rest .
stop sticking ur fucking nose out of my family .

next .
i damn beh song yoshiko .

again .
:/

i saw on fb a status she posted : is it over ?
and then qin hao's sister commented smtg like "really want break with him ?"
and yoshiko said "dunno x)"

oh gosh .

by now i seriously think she is playing qin hao .
wai seun told me , she kept saying qin hao is annoying .
who in the world would call their bf annoying ?

ishh . yoshiko is getting on my nerves .

fork oh fork i am so hungryyyy DDD:

Here we go again .

Here we go again .
Kah lok came to me and say that King still likes me :/
And he say he really want us to couple :/
I cant believe
but im happy when he said that
Although maybe its a lie ,
Im still happy (:
Leaving tonight
BYE WAN CHI !
<3 YA ! :D
BED BED :D

dear diary . O:

dear diary . i have always wanted to keep a diary but i always end up abandoning them . hohoho , i suppose typing is way faster and easier than writing ? :3

anyway .

i still hate her . what to do , what to do ?
i wanna slap her .
i don't like her .
:/

sunway again on monday . i told amanda and wai seun not to invite her .
i dun want any more drama -.-

MOVING ON .

i miss those moments . me , deb , jick and tao .
4 best friends .

now all those memories are gone and we can never be the same again .

the last time we talked in a group convo , was who knows how long ago .
and it didnt seem very interesting anymore , at that time .

oh gosh everyone's fading from my life .

dear diary ,
did you know .
that .
DETERGENT SMELLS DAMN GOOD .
also my detergent smells like beckham so i'm thinking i currently use the same detergent as him . LOL .

i am sho fat now , like seriously .

everything i crap here is so crappy , bye bye .

shall write more nxt time ;D

- xiiao chiii -

I need to hug someone and cry , loudly .

I want to hug you and cry loudly , Ng wanchi .
Only you understand .
Nobody else does .
I am so left out .
I had a group convo with him and his frens just now .
And when they talk about their school stuff ,
I was like .....
And I left .
:/
School ,
I hang with Fong and Jac .
And when Fong is with someone else ,
she ditches me .
:\
Old friends ..
I've lost all of them .
I shall cry loudly now ,
alone .
I need someone to hug .
I shall hug you tonight ,
penguin .
Im going to Africa on Saturdaynight .
During the trip ,
or on the plane .
I shall take the chance to think whether I should change school or not .
I shall consider ,
properly .
And consider ,
whether to leave him ,
or not .

Its time for you to consider .
Im sitting buisness class . ;D

Today is a stupid day .

Today is a happy-mean-happy-mean day ): Which I DISLIKE D: This shall be me and WanChi's secret diary , psstttt .
;D
We write what we write ,
you have no right to care .
Nobody is reading this (:

You can drive me insane .

He can drive me insane .
By msn-ing me , texting me .
._____.
I want him to be like King .
:/
But him is him , he can't change .
I really miss king .
Somehow .
But I like him .
What are you thinking Debbie ?
):
My mind is mixed up .
Screw my life .
Wan Chi ah , Tolong ah ):

Dear dear diary . (:

Dear diary , I shall start writing on you .
Starting , from now (:
School was fun today . I brought my camera to school , to camwhore with Fong (; It was shoo nice 8D
Went home . Saw some cardboard thing in the car . O:
I read it : Wo Ye Ai Ni Ah Rek <3
-_____-
Derek Cheong is having a girlfriend .
OMGOSH O:
I knew that a long time ago (:
Oh well ,
Im so lazy to write you now (;
Maybe , tonight ? :D
I SHALL NOT LEAVE MY OTHER BLOG DEAD OKAY .
NOBODY IS READING THIS :D