Dear diary .

Thursday, January 6, 2011

.....

Sorry lah bum .
I cant do anything else .
I dont know what to do .
To make you happier .
Our friendship distance is getting far .
Seriously .
You have to find a topic to talk with them .
And I can tell you what is going on in Bestari right .

Im lonely also lah .
Imagine me .
If yoshiko never come to school .
Who Do i hang with .
Ching gang ?
Fmay gang ?
Nobody else .
Seriously .
Puan Roziana asked me just now : Do you like cekap more or cerdas ?
Me : Cekap . I THink
THen Chen Dean was like .
YOU LIKE CEKAP MEH . YOUR WHOLE GANG THERE AT CERDAS WHAT .
Me : Who is my gang .
YOSHIKO OH WAIT SHE CEKAL .
Me : I have no more gang ..
OH.

See wtf .
Im also lonely in school okay .
every single recess I go find Yoshiko .
In class ?
I have like EXACTLY NONE .
NONEE GIRL - Fren .
To hang with .
I wonder who do I do project with .
If theres a group project ,
seriously .

Just stop emo-ing lah .
Tell your frens you feel left out .
Ask them dun talk about form 1 .
Talk about smething else .
Dont die .
You cant die .
Seriously .
You still have to be a CEO in Tokyo .
While you meet me in New York managing a kindergarden .
Iloveyou .

you wanna knw why i'm emo ? read this .

i dont belong anywhere . i dunno where to go anymore , i jz wanna go back to ssb .

i feel fucking left out . SSB people talk abt ssb , i dunno what really happened . CLS ppl talk abt form1 life , i also dunno what happened tht time . so what can i do ? I DIAM DIAM .

i guess whats left of my friends are teddy bears and stuffed toys .